Saturday, July 16, 2011
and he's gone..
We finally found a home for Finnie, and he left just before dinner yesterday. I really shouldn't have put the pic in before i started typing as i find myself starting to cry now. There are just so many emotions come out of this whole puppy situation. Even though there has been a huge weight lifted from me, there is also so much put on me now. I thought that once he was gone i'd feel better and we'd be able to just enjoy the summer and the freedom etc. But now there is mama-guilt(i brought home a puppy and now he's gone and my kids are sad), there is embarassment(people are starting to ask where pup is, etc and it sucks to admit that he's been re-homed and we couldn't handle it, it really sucked to have to admit it all to my ex-husband *sigh*), sadness because i do actually miss him, etc etc. I just keep beating myself up over it(i tend to always do this)...
We miss you Finn!
Posted by OrangeHeroMama at 9:52 PM