This 'poster' says it all for me. I've had it. This is NOT a good weight for me. And i don't come from good genes! I currently weigh 196, which makes me want to vomit, I'm only 5'3ish. 2.5 years ago i was 150, but that came from my husband walking out.
But now, i don't feel good. It scares me that I get headaches all the time(like my mom). It scares me the heavy feeling I get in my chest. I hate that I've been mistaken for pregnant. I hate how awful i feel all the frickin time, with no energy either! I want to find a GOOD MOOD!
AND....my daughter will be 12 this year, and this scares me because my mom got sick when i was 12 and never recovered and i might as well have grown up without a mom(yes it was like that, i had no one)...and well I don't want to be useless for my daughters!
Yeah, i know..a resolution post..*eye roll*..but I've had enough. Please help me/encourage me/ hug me/slap that cupcake outta my hand. please.